Written October 13th 2016 Reflecting today... I am thankful God reveals to us his love in the small things. Yesterday I was prayed over for the umpteenth time. I thought to myself, for a moment, that this would be a waste of time for everyone. I really, very rarely cry, but I did the ugly cry in front of many people. One vision came to the pastor as he was praying. He described me laughing by the ocean, on the beach with a lab... This increased my level of faith but made me cry more. You see I had a golden lab that I wanted to go run on the beach with. We had to rehome him for multiple reasons, finance and health... but we still pray for him every day at bedtime and that was 5 years ago. There have been times when my heart has cried because all I wanted to do was run...Run on the beach with my dog and my kids. Running was my love when I was younger. It was the only time in my life I felt FREE. As I was remembering this dream my longing became stronger and my heart ...
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Written October 13th Reflecting today... I am thankful God reveals to us his love in the small things. Yesterday I was prayed over for the umpteenth time. I thought to myself, for a moment, that this would be a waste of time for everyone. I really, very rarely cry, but I did the ugly cry in front of many people. One vision came to the pastor as he was praying. He described me laughing by the ocean, on the beach with a lab... This increased my level of faith but made me cry more. You see I had a golden lab that I wanted to go run on the beach with. We had to rehome him for multiple reasons, finance and health... but we still pray for him every day at bedtime and that was 5 years ago. There have been times when my heart has cried because all I wanted to do was run...Run on the beach with my dog and my kids. Running was my love when I was younger. It was the only time in my life I felt FREE. As I was remembering this dream my longing became stronger and my heart becam...
My superheroes
Halloween recently passed, during which I had been admitted in the hospital once again. This, unfortunately, has happened a lot more than I would ever thought it would but it reminded me of my favorite superheroes .... Last year I was in the hospital at Christmas, both their birthdays and countless holidays, Easter, 4th of July were also days included in the all you can drink IV spa through the years. I have been fighting some kind of health battle since both my children were born. 2013-2014 I spent at least 5 days out of every month admitted in the hospital, and 2015 I spent most of January and Februrary fighting death's door in the hospital after severe complications from serious surgeries. The past 3 years my conditions got more and more serious and prognosis hasnt been favorable a lot of times. We dont listen to stats or any of that because only God knows how much time we have on this earth, no sense worrying about what little or how much time we have. My girls have been st...